Hi Mom, how are you?
How are things going up there?
Hope you're fine and you could see me everyday doing things so you won't miss me as much as I do.
I'm staying at grandma's right now and there is this one thing happens which makes me think about you. Well I do think about you at least five times a day after the prayers, but. This is a different one.
I met one aunt from our neighborhood who would see me and say, "nduk, liat kamu jadi keingat mama mu, mama mu itu baik banget orangnya"
If you really could see me, you'd probably see this one happened too, right? This happens quite a lot, every time I am here. Sometimes they said that with teary eye, remembering how nice and kind-hearted you were as a person.
Mom, I'm jealous. How did you do that? What did you do for them to always said that over and over again? I also wanted to be like you. I want to be a kind person, I want to be such a sweetheart to my surrounding, I want to be remembered like that when I'm gone. Don't you want to tell me? Tell me how you do it. Let me know. You need to see me in my dreams, you don't do that anymore, do you?
You only see me couple times after you were gone. You never see me anymore after that. You need to tell me things, okay. I'll wait for you in my dreams, tonight. Or tomorrow.
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